Rainy Days..

It seems like these months have gotten longer & longer

but every weight put on me i've become stronger.

every rock 

every stone 

every block 

every slate, 

deep down to my bones

almost no recovery, 

I struggle to keep motivation

 until I see that pretty little face

 & i hear that strong voice telling me to pray,

I say mommy I can't do this anymore 

she says if you couldn't I wouldn't be so sure,

your future has alot in store,

If I believe in you why can't you see this in you.

so I pray Jehovah I need to have a short talk with you today.

At every low point in my life I feel like i'm lost in a way.

this time is harder then the last 

please give me strength this is too much on my plate

 but still I pray

please help me be stronger then yesterday 

they tell me that after every rainy day

theres a rainbow you promised to show 

is this true 

because sometimes it rains so hard for me i can barely see the sun shining through,

but I know you keep your word

 i just feel like my rainy day is like a high tide rising high,

thanks for listening I see the other end of the rainbow

 so here I go

I need to continue moving forward.

Amen